:(

I am sad now. Overwhelmed with sadness. Underwhelmed with happiness.
I've taken a break from crying to type this. My chest feels so heavy I
think if type it might get rid of the sadness, make me lighter inside.
Why am I so sad? Because you made me sad. I've had a lost that can't
be put into words. A lost that gains no sympathy or hugs.

There is worse in the world. I could lose my keys, my leg or my life.
But I've only lost you. And I lost you a long time ago but I only
realised today, so today I'm sad. And I'm ok. Its ok to be sad. One
day only though. Like an exclusive event. Cos ur not worth more then
an evening anymore.

Are u sad about me? Have u even realised that I'm gone? Am I worth
missing? Am I worth anything? I'm a shit friend but I'm sad so I did
one thing right in mourning you. Uve forgotten me so turns out ur the
shit one. Yay I've won. I've won in losing you. I'm a winner. A
sinner. A singer? Sad sad ballads. Celine dion? I can't think once let
alone twice. Toni braxton? Things can't be unbroken, that goes against
the laws of physics. How about ....

Enough of sad songs. Enough of being sad. Enough of you. I'm ok. I'll
be ok. I hope. Plenty more friends in the sea right? And I'm not
bloody 13 any more for god sakes. I've got credit cards. I could buy a
friend from russia if I wanted.

Sayanora bitch.