The future's bright, the future's orange

Back to work tomorrow after annual leave (last day in was Thursday)
and in those few days off I've changed race
and turned from yellow to orange.

I'm really nervous about going into work, I hope people don't point/
laugh/stare/throw things at me :s I work in a 'professional'
enviroment and I'm one of the younger people there, they won't
understand my vanity
and desire to look like/become a WAG. Lucky I didn't bleach my locks
over the weekend too that would be a shock lol

That's the weird thing though about this orange business. A lot of
people are frankly shocked that I would be using fake tan and ask why.
Not so many people would ask that of a 'white' person and my reason is
the same as theirs, I want to be darker/tanned!

I'm not light skinned for an oriental person but nor am I dark. I
don't catch the sun well (unlike my mum and brother who can get a tan
just hanging out in the garden - my dad is 'dark skinned') so I need
to resort to the bottle.

My timing is not great either because tomorrow I'm in a workshop with
a bunch of deputies and soccsnt just hide away on my office. But I'm
going to be orange for a few more days so I guess I should just brazen
it out.

So the big question: what do i wear?! I wore cream on Monday and
orange and cream made me look like a beacon screaming 'look at me!'.
Was going to wear my new Asos dress which is black but then I'll look
like (a fat and smiling) victoria beckham back in her hardcore queen
wag days (with the long wavy extensions).

I'll be honest though...I kinda like it!!! Albeit I was really upset
with the points and stares but if u can look past (alllllllll) the bad
bits it's not bad. My legs are better orange then they were White!!
Today (on my trip to tesco) I wore a short navy blue linen shirt dress
with my hair up, minimum make up (tinted moisturiser and eyeliner!)
and my new slouchy black primark sandals and I felt good. I wouldn't
have worn that dress without the orange (its so short u can nearly see
my knickers - oops!) and it's really weird because I nearly chucked
out the dress because I put it on in the winter with tights and deemed
it too short and yet today o was bare legged. Might be my inner
tanorexic telling me I look better
Orange but hey, it got me out the house didn't it!!

Bloody hell you guys must be praying I never fake tan again; every
blog is orange, shoes, orange, shoes, orange, shoes, orange, shoes!!
And my facebook status is similarly obsessive.

Well like I say, I'm not vain just self absorbed. A quality all
bloggers must have ;)

Wish me luck tomorrow and may all your futures be as bright as mine
hehe xoxo